Milica Djordjević: Fail again
for electric violin and electric organ
(2022)12 years ago, I spent countless nights in a studio at IRCAM working on a piece for cello and live electronics. That’s how Fail was born, a piece that reflected my life in Paris and was inspired by Beckett’s quote, »Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.« Composing it was an adventure, indeed a challenge, even the premiere was an adventure. And so was its (hopefully for now!) last performance: here at the ECLAT Festival in 2019. But that’s another story. Now, more than a decade later, the duo Weirich–Löffler, dear friends and inspiring musicians, invited me to write a piece for them, for their exciting series Back to the Future. This was a good moment to start a long awaited inner dialogue with Fail. Again, following the »crash and reboot system«, new episodes keep building up, usually into just one or two small motifs, from which true cosms emerge.
Milica Djordević